I am here

God loved me at my darkest. When I felt ugly, depressed, rejected, forsaken, dirty, weak, needy, disgusting, lame, burdened and trashy, God loved me and still does. He saw the best in me! He wanted to draw me in His arms and give me the biggest kiss and hug. When I felt like throwing up, He was willing to clean me up. When I fell deep into sin, His hand was reaching for mine. When my mind went into dark places and considering suicide, He was lovingly calling me back. He was/is and will always say "my beloved, come away with me into my love. Into my loving arms. I will protect you, not expose you. I will not violate you. I understand. Tell me your sorrows. Tell me your plea's. My heart is for you. I am not against you! I love you! Please listen to me! I yearn for you. I yearn for your honesty. Tell me your heart. I am here".