In the past I felt like I deserved pain & abuse. I became conditioned to it. Expecting it from everyone and even thought God would accuse me. Years later I realised my worth and value (still am). I have realised that I don't deserve to be spoken to or treated badly and I don't accept it when people treat me less than what I deserve. I have also learnt to accept compliments. I've learnt to put my guard up & down (which is quite a skill) and accept the goodness that God places in my path. I have learnt to embrace life because I know who I am. I know what I deserve and regardless of what people say this will never change.
Today I went to the chiropractor for the first time and was met by a friendly smile. This was a gentleman. Slowly leading me to his practice, while asking about my studies was a good first impression. He was gentle with me and informative every step of the way. He knew how to ask leading questions and was great to chat to. He took an interest in my personal life and ended with "nice meeting you". That meeting proved to me that there are gentlemen out their who lead well and in excellence.
I am thankful for everything I have endured in life and especially thankful to the people who have my life difficult because I have learnt so much in those situations. My beliefs (about my self) have been tested and tried and even in difficult circumstances I have learnt so much about myself and how God has made me.
Think to yourself for a moment about how you see yourself? What do you believe about yourself?
I don't know you but I can tell you that my God Almighty made you and He only makes masterpieces. Embrace what is inside or you and how He has made you.
I challenge you to write a list about the things that you love about yourself? Yes it is good to love yourself. It may feel awkward but do it and I'm sure you'll leave having a slightly more painted picture of the masterpeice you are.
Do you know you are a masterpiece?
You deserve to be kissed softly...
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